Apparently the first time is normally filled with anxiety, I\u2019ve\u00a0practised\u00a0a bit before hand, by myself and with others, so I\u2019m hoping it won\u2019t be so bad, but then I can feel a slight tingling sensation. I\u2019m certainly worried about my \u201cperformance\u201d, just one wrong word, one wrong action and that could be the last we share together. Then there\u2019s the size of my words, too long, too short, will they fit with your expectations. I\u2019m not even sure how long I should, or am even able to, go on for. I could do with a sign, but it\u2019s hard to see in the dark and the noise from the commotion in the rooms next door is almost deafening.<\/p>\n
I can feel our excitement, our expectation and it\u2019s driving me to distraction. I know it\u2019s about flowing, about connection about reading the writing on the wall, between the lines and in your eyes.<\/p>\n
Are we flowing together?<\/p>\n
Are we there yet?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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